mourn the memories later, laugh now aligator.

2011-06-21T15:39:00.001+10:00

Maybe I had lied when I said I was okay,
just getting along like a little song, that stops to sing and say;
"wild willow, windy winter won't you blow through me, my whole eternity"

2011-06-15T23:34:00.000+10:00

Got dat tumblr, to spam doze pics, and be popular. http://hessianvirtue.tumblr.com

2011-05-24T21:48:00.002+10:00

2011-05-24T21:41:00.000+10:00

And I thought you were the moon in the sky, but it turned out you were just a streetlight.

2011-05-12T07:32:00.000+10:00

You'll eat the meat, but you won't kill it.

2011-05-01T16:02:00.001+10:00

2011-04-27T09:47:00.000+10:00

There is a light that never goes out.

Colorgenics test.

2011-04-24T03:39:00.001+10:00

You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

In actual fact you are not willing to exert yourself in any way. You have that truly 'laid back' attitude and are unwilling to extend yourself or exert undue effort. You feel that to move forward - be it in your life style or in business relationships - would require more energy output than you are prepared to give at this time. You want to take life easy and your attitude is such that 'Enough is Enough'.

In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influenceand there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

This never fails.

2011-04-23T16:36:00.001+10:00

Setting goalz, keepin' dem.

2011-04-21T05:06:00.003+10:00

Cats making me think shit like this is going down in my house.
Just spilt coffee all over myself.

2011-04-13T11:59:00.000+10:00

Sitting in my house with my cats, never leaving.
4 new baby kittys and wept a little about the Splendour line up.

2011-04-11T21:58:00.000+10:00

Really enjoying these regular trips out of Armidale.

Really enjoying the joy Mishka and Niele fill me with.

Really enjoying my bed on the floor.

Life is good, so good. Always posi, upping the punx, fuck off all nerds.

2011-04-07T13:50:00.002+10:00

2011-04-07T11:35:00.002+10:00

It's time to get things back on schedule. I don't want to ruin everything.

2011-04-04T16:00:00.002+10:00

2011-03-22T13:01:00.001+11:00

2011-03-22T11:18:00.001+11:00

You can't change things. And you can't change them again.

2011-03-14T20:19:00.002+11:00

Her robe is a cloud, her face a flower;
Her balcony, glimmering with the bright spring dew,
Is either the tip of earth's Jade Mountain,
Or a moon-edged roof of paradise
All the birds have flown up and gone;
A lonely cloud floats leisurely by.
We never tire of looking at each other -
Only the mountain and I.
The birds have vanished down the sky.
Now the last cloud drains away.
We sit together, the mountain and me,
until only the mountain remains.
The birds have vanished down the sky.
Now the last cloud drains away.
We sit together, the mountain and me,
until only the mountain remains.

- Li Bai

2011-03-12T19:49:00.001+11:00

2011-03-09T10:13:00.000+11:00

Today will be a good day if Niele comes back inside and I get at least 2 things done.
Also can't wait till I make a patch for this shirt, ohhhhh.

2011-03-08T20:09:00.001+11:00

2011-03-08T20:07:00.002+11:00

So maybe this is all why I stopped surrounding myself with terrible people.

Creep on back in when I let you, and you shit everywhere you go. Goodbye, I might say hello another day.

2011-03-06T10:32:00.001+11:00

2011-03-05T13:54:00.000+11:00

Little lost puppy, missing you.

2011-02-10T16:56:00.001+11:00

2011-02-07T08:32:00.001+11:00

The Perks of being a Wallflower. Average so far, is Charlie what every scenester and hipster would like to be?

2011-02-04T16:42:00.002+11:00

2011-02-04T16:41:00.002+11:00

2011-02-04T16:39:00.000+11:00

2011-01-15T01:28:00.001+11:00

2011-01-09T13:25:00.002+11:00

Thank you mother sea for letting him see the sea in me.

2011-01-09T00:39:00.001+11:00

2011-01-09T00:37:00.001+11:00

2011-01-09T00:28:00.001+11:00

2011-01-03T23:24:00.002+11:00

No sense makes sense
You can't get bought without thought
No sense makes sense
You can't get bought without thought
inside of your head now

2011-01-03T23:17:00.002+11:00

2010-12-24T16:14:00.001+11:00

Downloading season one of Ghost Whisperer cos I don't know what else to do.

2010-12-14T12:24:00.001+11:00

2010-12-09T17:47:00.001+11:00

I don't like my job. My nose is big. I need a new gif app. I hate how hot it is.

My blog is now all about self hate.

2010-12-09T12:07:00.002+11:00

Potentially university next year. I'm scared and nervous, it would mean moving to Sydney.
I'm too little for decisions like this.

2010-12-07T17:26:00.003+11:00

2010-12-07T17:26:00.001+11:00

2010-12-04T17:24:00.000+11:00

My life is kittens. Tomorrow two, or three leave, heartbreaking.

2010-12-03T10:06:00.000+11:00

2010-12-03T09:24:00.002+11:00

2010-12-03T09:21:00.001+11:00

Dropsaw's last show tonight. What is happening to Australia's music.

2010-12-01T16:05:00.000+11:00

2010-11-28T16:19:00.000+11:00

2010-11-27T17:10:00.001+11:00

So by tonight, or Monday I should know whether my current situation will be stabilised.
The kittens sneeze as much as I do.
Mouth to Mouth was okay. Ellen Page completely lost her great gifts to be a fantastic actress, right when she chose to take a role in Juno.

2010-11-23T15:32:00.002+11:00

Miiiiishka, I will never love another male as much as I love you.

2010-11-19T13:25:00.003+11:00

People removing me as friends kills me a little inside. I'll never be famous on teh nets if this keeps happening.

2010-11-19T01:08:00.002+11:00

Everyday.

2010-11-17T13:52:00.002+11:00

2010-11-17T13:51:00.001+11:00

2010-11-15T02:47:00.002+11:00

You should ask me what it's like to be immortal.

2010-11-14T10:43:00.001+11:00

2010-11-12T11:21:00.001+11:00

Moved out, thoroughly happy.
Cuddling with Mishka in the morning is the cutest, he purred for the first time.
Considering Newfoundland for university.

2010-11-09T11:00:00.000+11:00

She must have all the boyfriends because she is so thin.
all of those dots are her boyfriends.
they are all her boyfriends and they love her because she is thin.
being thin is a personality trait.

2010-11-09T10:54:00.000+11:00

2010-11-06T17:33:00.000+11:00

Compassion is the world's most perfect idea, but it only comes to life when put into practice.

2010-11-05T17:02:00.000+11:00

Things looking up in every aspect except for my employment.
CocoRosie in January, I can't thank you enough Kyle.

2010-10-29T12:06:00.002+11:00

~~everyday.

2010-10-28T10:39:00.001+11:00

Stay and count the days.
Stay and count the days.
We're almost home.

2010-10-25T19:45:00.001+11:00

2010-10-25T19:43:00.001+11:00

2010-10-25T19:38:00.004+11:00

2010-10-20T10:35:00.001+11:00

2010-10-19T18:26:00.001+11:00

2010-10-19T18:25:00.001+11:00

Your miserable appeal destroys the masses.

2010-10-19T18:23:00.001+11:00

2010-10-19T11:04:00.001+11:00

Empty belly. I won't see The Beautiful Girls this Saturday.

Hate and love this.

2010-10-18T16:08:00.001+11:00

2010-10-17T15:43:00.001+11:00

2010-10-17T15:42:00.002+11:00

I can't feel my imagination.

2010-10-16T10:50:00.000+11:00

Why isn't there a way of knowing whether I made the right choice or not. Something I thought I'd never have to do, and it snuck up on me so quickly.

2010-10-15T20:37:00.000+11:00

Food inspired tattoos inspire me to get tattoos of all the people I murder and eat.

2010-10-14T16:45:00.001+11:00

2010-10-14T16:36:00.004+11:00

It's wearing on my mind,
I'm speaking all my doubts aloud.
If I hit bottom and everything's gone.
In the great Mississippi,
please drown me and run.
It's digging time again,
you're nurturing the weakest trend.

2010-10-14T16:34:00.001+11:00

2010-10-14T16:33:00.003+11:00

I'm becoming what I've always hated, only in certain aspects though, as in this picture.
I just want my film carts to arrive.

2010-10-14T11:07:00.002+11:00

Looking east, I swallow hard.

2010-10-12T18:28:00.003+11:00

2010-10-12T18:28:00.001+11:00

2010-10-12T16:59:00.002+11:00

listenin' to LFO all day ~~~

2010-10-11T18:31:00.002+11:00

2010-10-11T18:23:00.005+11:00

Real life, I forget where though.

2010-10-11T18:23:00.002+11:00

2010-10-11T18:22:00.002+11:00

2010-10-11T11:22:00.003+11:00

Definitely would like to not feel nervous about wearing this. This is why I'm a shut in.

2010-10-09T00:45:00.001+11:00

2010-10-09T00:44:00.001+11:00

2010-10-03T14:22:00.000+11:00

Been postponing further "Day **" posts until my internet improves.
I live in the attic now, it's cozy and I don't ever want to leave it.

2010-10-02T20:44:00.001+10:00

The primary colour movement.

2010-09-30T07:09:00.000+10:00

We are the everliving ghost of, what once was.

2010-09-27T07:37:00.000+10:00

Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)

2010-09-27T07:34:00.000+10:00

Dallas Green knows how to pull my heart strings. The first time I heard Divenire by Einaudi I cried, just because it changed the way I saw the world. I've found that every piece of his music does that.

The Everlong cover by Evergreen Terrace also.

2010-09-26T16:11:00.001+10:00

“Yearning is not only a good way to go crazy but also a pretty good place to hide out from hard truth.”

2010-09-26T16:07:00.000+10:00

Day 15 - A fanfic

2010-09-26T16:02:00.001+10:00

No.

Day 14 - A non-fictional book

2010-09-26T12:28:00.000+10:00

I've always enjoyed the memoirs written by Frank McCourt. After a fews years of anticipation for Teacher Man, I was thoroughly satisfied when the book was released year and didn't let down the previous two books. His writing style is so distinct, and doesn't come off as pretentious.